So I just got to know that tomorrow the Embassy of Sweden, New Delhi will be closed for Good fucking Friday. Good for whom? Utterly clueless, because definitely ghastly for me. My plans to meet you just got delayed by a week because Jesus decided to die on the same Friday as my RP was supposed to be dispatched. Not so great for us!
Anywho, we have just had a fight, and I have been more than clear about where my anger lies. Not with you. But very much on the system of the country that you prefer for reasons and facilities that other countries offer too. Anyway, I don’t want to get riled up about it again. Too much for me.
I also want to say this. I am sure I’ve said it many times in the past, and I might say this a lot in future, but I am really sorry for sometimes losing my temper. I know it can get absolutely frustrating to handle me and my mood swings at times, but trust me I don’t feel all that good either, when we fight or when we are not talking. It’s super depressing for me.
I know I have said it before, but I am trying, and will be trying harder in the future, to not get so riled up on small and minuscule things. Our relationship was my safe place, and you were the person who made me feel (still do, obviously) comfortable and madly in love. I do not want our relationship to turn toxic at any cost, and I will consciously do anything to avoid it. If you find things going bad, I want you to tell that to me, say ‘baby this is hurting our relationship’, shake me back to normalcy if needed. Hopefully, we don’t reach this stage ever.
Btw, I am absolutely loving this blog idea because it’s like I am venting out to you, but not really to you, but feels amazing. Anyway, I love you bibibibudaaaaaa. Byeee xx
Love letters for my Love 